Progression

So......how does it all get so complicated. Here i am sitting in front of my life, watching it all fly by and not really caring. What should I do, have to write a list of things - what to mark; what to plan; what to prepare.

can't think. can't type.

work........

thinking too much is bad for you

well it is isn't it?

just think about it.......

it hurts

i tried...

then i died

qu'est que vous dit?

can't get Gimme Shelter out of my head...that advert on TV and The Departed....

got to find a way to unleash my potential on the world... not sure about how i feel at the moment...the doc says it'll pass but i'm not convinced...now i just feel weird all the time and i think its getting worse.

want to run and run and run...but i'd probably have a heart attack so thats no good.

got to do something about yr1 as they are doing my head in and i can't quite deal with their shit all the time...how does it work? what do you have to do to get on in life...what can you do?

ahhhhhhhhhhh......life goes on

tweet tweet

just started tweeting...

might prove fruitful.

look me up - soma79

I used to get up at half past ten at night...half an hour before i went to bed

So...long time...

Been thinking recently about what's going on and its quite troubling to me to think that we're stuck in this recession. Maybe, soon, everyone will know how it feels to be a poor old miserly artist?

Life goes on however.

Been reading a lot of existentialist writings and wondering why are we here? whats the point anymore? why can't i achieve the things i set out to achieve?

I need to find myself a new niche. Still struggling with not being able to make much creative work and want to do so much more. Going to stage a show in September/October. Not sure what as yet but it'll be something written - probably Beckett. Maybe we could restage The Krapp of My Life but its difficult without Corpus....

Life goes on.

What are words for? What is the point of blogging? i have never been a diary writer but i am reflective of what is happening around me. Going to write myself a film. There is something in my head which wants to come out..it just can't. So...

Life goes on.

Getting Creative

Excellent...at last...i'm doing something creative with my live.

Corpus will be performing at In The Flesh 2008 - Plymouth on Sunday 16th November...
Soma will be directing/operating.

Should be an intersting one, live feed CCTV and audience interaction. Am so glasd that at last i can get off my fat teaching arse and be creative again.

Not so sure about the drive back though...am being observed on the Monday...shit.........................

Shoot!...Shoot!

so...busy week. shot 3 shorts on Tuesday...(short shorts!) only 2mins each but it was a long day.........................now comes the even longer process of editing them down from 90mins to 6 total...

fun fun fun...will post when they are done.

best news is copyright ends 70years after a composer dies. bonus.